LOVE;THE PAIN
Love. What does love really entail? I really get confused at times. Love is good but the pain it brings, resides deep within It hurts when I receive acceptance instead of rejection from Him; Kindness in place of cold-heartedness; And affirmation instead of disavowal. I ask, what do I do with God love? Hold it close or let it go? Incapacitated; I don't know how to react, For rejection is a constant with humans, But God’s love is overwhelming And when I sin, Ooo; that moment when I really do hurt my father. When I run away from Him, He still runs after me, bleeding, With holes in His feet, He doesn't consider his pains. He doesn't consider how my actions hurts Him. He considers, instead, that I am hurt: The lost sheep which had wandered off into the dark alley again. He wipes my tears with His blood soaked cloth, I look intently at His face, wondering how He can not see that He is bleeding How can He be sensitive to my needs and forget His?